i am happy today bcos i had an enjoyable history lesson. and i really tink my history teacher is good. (jus that i dun appreciate much in the past) for once, i am actually glad that i came here to study. for once i believed that i made the right choice. seriously i wonder if i should be happy or sad? haha. so what have i been doing for the past sem? wasting my time slacking? hahaha... but the teacher said some stuffs that enlightened me, somehow managed to change the way i view history. can see history from a different perspective. makes me realise that all along, my so-called opinions are all created by the media. we think what they want us to think. what we call propaganda.. many issues, when we bother to think in depth, we can come up with a totally different perception. i just thought that i didnt exactly bother to think much about a lot of matters cos i am simply too willing to accept whats presented in front of me. its only when i stepped out of spore, i realised how much i am missing out outside here.

it is really interesting thinking through such stuffs. i dun know if u all can understand what i mean. i dun exactly know what i am typing too. at least i am clear of what i feel lah, just that its too difficult to be put into words.

yeah..i am amazed by some stuffs my teacher said. maybe simply cos i cant imagine hearing a local give such opinions. i thought all of them are the same, when it comes to political stands. apparently, i was wrong.

i am beginning to cherish the chance to study here.

BUT.. alamak.. very hot siaz.. scorching hot.. sianz.. its hot and dry.. argh