i am goin to fail history.. or shd i say i have already failed the paper since i took it yesterday. cant imagine i am failed my compulsory module. never had such a bad feeling after finishing an exam. (ok maybe for a levels econs) but then.. i didnt even think i was that upset at that time. perhaps its because this time round, i did study for it, but ended up forgetting most of the stuffs. apparently, i didnt prepare enough.. alright.. failing this module means i will have to retake since it's a compulsory module. i don't really mind retaking but the thing is i dun want to fail it. now i am thinking, if i am lucky enough to have scored a passing grade, should i consider retaking the paper next year. i don't mind. i think i will want to spend more time studying history. its quite fun reading it afterall.

prepared for the worst

arghh...

fail... die....

now i dont even have the courage to check my results. so scary. ok.. avoiding is not a solution. i am simply being irrational at this point of time. too sianz to think about anything else.

tomorrow is my last paper. that should be ok.. if nothing goes wrong..

think i am still going back afterall. suddenly, i dont know what i am going back for? just for the sake of going back? i dont know.

cant think much now. =(

oh ya.. why must cheating occur in every exam that i take?